"Okay."
He nods tightly, once, before pulling her back in close to him, settling her head back under his chin. He's not sure why it feels like he can't get her close enough, can't pull her as tight as he wants her to keep her safe.
"Then that's all I️ need to know."
If she's unhappy, that's all that matters. It doesn't matter whether the problem is solvable or not, Shand will make a way to solve it.
Strangely, for the first time, his mind wanders back to the ship, to his rowboat, to the crew. Are they wondering where he is now? If the whale had eaten him, if he'd drowned or had been broken against the rough and barnacled hull of the ship? Against sharp rocks at the bottom?
The horizon is totally empty, no ships in sight, and Shand knows that even if the crew was even conscious of his absence in the least, it's not like they would even care. Not like they would ponder what had become of him. It wouldn't matter, it never had before.
The idea of a world full of people that couldn't care less about him is normal, a reality he lives with every day. But somehow, thinking about how Luna has lived her life oppressed by that other creature, with seemingly no one to care or do anything about it, makes him mad. Mad enough to do dumb things.
She must sense how his emotions are changing in the way his grip tightens on her, the way his neck muscles and tendons tense and the way his jaw grinds. She looks up at him questioningly, but he poses no answer to whatever unspoken question she may have.
He nods tightly, once, before pulling her back in close to him, settling her head back under his chin. He's not sure why it feels like he can't get her close enough, can't pull her as tight as he wants her to keep her safe.
"Then that's all I️ need to know."
If she's unhappy, that's all that matters. It doesn't matter whether the problem is solvable or not, Shand will make a way to solve it.
Strangely, for the first time, his mind wanders back to the ship, to his rowboat, to the crew. Are they wondering where he is now? If the whale had eaten him, if he'd drowned or had been broken against the rough and barnacled hull of the ship? Against sharp rocks at the bottom?
The horizon is totally empty, no ships in sight, and Shand knows that even if the crew was even conscious of his absence in the least, it's not like they would even care. Not like they would ponder what had become of him. It wouldn't matter, it never had before.
The idea of a world full of people that couldn't care less about him is normal, a reality he lives with every day. But somehow, thinking about how Luna has lived her life oppressed by that other creature, with seemingly no one to care or do anything about it, makes him mad. Mad enough to do dumb things.
She must sense how his emotions are changing in the way his grip tightens on her, the way his neck muscles and tendons tense and the way his jaw grinds. She looks up at him questioningly, but he poses no answer to whatever unspoken question she may have.