I doubt you'll remember this but here it is...

haha, so that was the end of the interview? did you expect me to break down and gain more valuable information with those questions? x) if so, I'm gravely disappointed jk

haha nononono, those were honestly just things I was curious about...that and, something else you kinda already answered: will my help even be needed or will you have a new 'muse', as the flair that you sent me said? Though, I didnt even do that much to begin with, one can wonder...

Haha, yeah, I'll find somebody else who has a similar understanding and general knowledge of my characters just sitting out there willing to help me out with ideas..... that's likely...

You forget that you explained it all to me...you could just as easily explain to another person out there who wouldnt mind helping...I'm not that rare x)

eh, as you know, im not the kind of person who's going to go up to someone and explain my whole little world and then trust then not to think i'm crazy or go and steal some idea or something.... as few people as I can get wrapped up in this with me the better.... haha, and im very sorry, but I think i'd consider you already wrapped x)

haha I dont mind being wrapped up in it..I actually quite enjoy it....thanks for wrapping me up in it x)

haha, but of course...which leads me to a question of my own, or more like a statement, ive been thinking about it here lately and if you ever decide that you don't want me to use your ideas, or any of that, just tell me... I don't wanna use your ideas and then somewhere down the road end up having issues because of it

haha, well, thanks for the offer but as far as I can see into the future and all, you're pretty much set in stone about keeping them and using them to your heart's content x) though i dont want to be dropped off the face of the earth...

haha, i dont think you have to waste too much time worrying about that...

Well, whether I do or not, I'm a very insecure person, so I'm just going to worry anyway...probably to the point you wont want to talk to me for a while because it's annoying you...I'd understand if that happens...

haha, trust me, if you go through all the theoricetical possibilities you'll become paranoid x) i just try to let it go and let what will happen happen, and i find im a much less paranoid person that way ....wall, that doesnt factor in the ocd, but its still much better...

haha so, what I'm getting our of this is work on my insecure issues and I'll be happier...is that correct? xD

correct... or just dont thin about it, thats what i do..... think about other things all the time.... like random stories you have floating around in your head x) granted, it makes you a social recluse, but its trading one evil for another, whichever one you're most worried about

I think I've gotten over being told I'm anit-social a long time ago...

good, then we're at the same place in life.... much rather be home writing then out staring at people talking to me wondering what the heck im sposed to say next x)

Or small talk! UG! I hate it! mainly because I cant do it well, but I still hate it!

that too, that too... or when people ask you a question, you answer yes or no...then the conversation stops...what did they expect you to do, give them a paragraph essay-style answer?...what if i just dont want to continue talking to you people?!?! ever thot of that?....yeah.

OH I KNOW! they asked and you answered but obviously that answer wasnt good enough for them! or they jump to conclusions that somethings wrong with you and you're mad and dont wanna talk with them! which might be the case some times but not all of them! x)

haha, that never happens to me, because when i'm with a bunch of people i dont really know who wanna be chitchatty, i just smile....and smile...and smile...my face hurts after a while.... (that rhymed x) )

usually I just stand there and nod on occassions...it works every now and then...other times they stare at me like, "I know you werent listening."

See what i like to do is come in and stand off to myself....pull out my phone...pretend to text..... sometimes ill actually pull out my little idea book and read it over and over and over...let people know im a recluse book person, not a people person...so stay away! x)

haha that only works when I start drawing...mainly because I get snappy when people distract me and they walk away terrified x)

haha, yeah i used to write in situations like that until i realized people could read over my shoulder....yeah, dont do that anymore...

people dont look over my shoulder for more than a second...i think they really are terrified of me...or hate the fact I'm ignoring the very few attempts at conversation they're trying to have...even my parents leave me alone when I'm drawing! xD

haha, i go in my room and lock the door....thats my favorite state of being, in the room with the door locked, earbuds in so i cant hear if someones knocking or the phones ringing x) total shutout